So I'm at the library attempting to do my homework...

At first it was all good and I was peacefully getting my daily dose of spanish grammatical torture but then the AC started and the blinds started to squeak.

So I figured I would update you on my life.

Well...It's been rough.

I'm slowly but surely finding solutions and answers to my prayers, but the journey has been...well...challenging.  College is fun, but you're still not immune to all of the hardships of life.

I miss my family like crazy and seeing these pictures brings a few tears to my eyes:

There are many decisions that I have to make right now.

They're not easy and I find myself having to grow up a lot faster than I'd like.  I didn't think 1-ply toilet paper would be part of the college experience...HAHAHA k sorry I just crack myself up...but I guess what I mean to say is...

There are hard times in college and they're not easy or fun, but I guess they've caused me to rely on God and my family more than ever and if that's the one good thing that I get out of it then I'm ready for every challenge thrown at me.

I know it's hard, but it'll be worth it.

I don't know a lot of things, and the uncertainty makes me uneasy, but I guess I just need to trust that God has a plan for me and I trust myself enough to know that I will follow that plan.  Even if it takes a great leap of courage.