You know, I always pictured my last
day of the school year quite exciting. I
pictured a conflicted mix between relief and tear-filled goodbyes, but it was
so much better.
There I stood jubilantly singing
“Called to Serve” in Book of Mormon class as I thought of the people in
Uruguay. There I
stood as I thought of my family and friends. And there I stood right next to my sweet
little roommate who held me as I cried so many nights. (I know, I’m a total crybaby, but sometimes
life is rough and you’re a girl so you cry).
I love it “here.” Here,
where I lived my religion without any criticism, here where my testimony grew beyond anything I could have ever
imagined, here where I was loved and
watched over, here where I truly came
to know my Savior and of His infinite love for me, here where I learned to rely on heavenly help daily, here where I saw the blessings of
temples and scripture reading, here
where I learned what true beauty meant.
I love this moment in my life. I
wish I could hold on to it forever, I wish I could freeze time and never let go
of here. But I know that later will hold many
more blessings. It will have trials and
sometimes I will sit and daydream about “here”
but later will be good too and soon enough “later” will become my
new “here.” (yup…, made sense in my mind, hope it made some in yours too
otherwise…welp sorry for hurting your brain! Haha)
Anyway, I’m going to miss….
· My little Temple Tuesdays (and trying to sneak in with
10 temple cards as oppose to 5 which never ever happened)
· The little ring of “There’ll be a 5 dollar late fee with
that today”
· My little thinking sessions by the duck pond
· My late night ice cream pig out sessions with Zan Zan
· The awkwardness of passing people in your ward somewhere
other than church and pretending your awkward self didn’t see them even though
you definitely saw them and they definitely saw you and they’re definitely
pretending not to see you too.
· My professors bearing their testimony while teaching
grammar
· The silly stress that came from forgetting to call mom
back
· The little chit chatters in the testing center that I
felt like throwing my books at (the soft cover ones of course :)
· Making my poor RA come open my room that I just so
happened to ALWAYS lock myself out of!
· The late night chats with Z
{That's me on the left next to my teddy bear Henry and that's Zanna on the right hanging her head over the bed. Oh and did you notice it's 1am (mom, dad you didn't just read that) hehe}
I’m going to miss all of these
things (and many others) but I can’t wait to see my family and to serve a
mission and well…whatever it is that creates the next part of my
life. I just know I’m going to love it. …Like Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin said, “Come What May and
Love It.” And trust me, I will :)